Im Confuse

Today daddy msg me , tell me about phoebe . He say phoebe is last time de victoria -.- He ask me whether i want to patch with phoebe , but i dun wanna to hurt her again , my feeling for her keep going up and down . I still cannot forget the memories i had with victoria . I keep telling samuel (darling) about the memories i had with victoria . Now , victoria is attached , what can i do ? After my daddy was beaten up by someone at toa payoh , i went down , but u know i saw hu ? I saw victoria at there , she and her stead were so sweet , i standing over there keep looking and than look away , my heart was so hurt , like 100 pins keep pocking on my heart . Does anyone of u got this feeling before ? I had lots of things to tell her , but i just cant find a way to tell her -.- . Im just so confuse ba ..