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Yesterday , i had a chat with victoria on msn ... i still wish her to last long .. m i really o stupid ? Today at nigel house , listen to the song jiu shi ai ni , i listen and view victoria photos , i feel like crying u noe . i saw her past photos , thats when she still love me alot . I really fucking regret to hurt her in the past . Why wont i be given a second chance again ? I MISS YOU ! See ur msn nick , writing u miss francis . haiis ...
Than now there's one more thing for me to worry about , my brother ... haiis .. so many of my friends are attached now . i see them so sweet oso one to find one . But i dun think i can last . My heart only have VICTORIA ! would i get her back again ma ?????? Hu can answer me this question ?? My star have already completed , should i give her ?